im really bad at logic and i couldnt cut the track in garageband so theres a weird start to it but oh well
lyrics
ive been circling the thought
to tell you things that you think i forgot
like the feelings of self doubt and loathing
that you pushed into my bones while you were busy consoling
yourself, you always put yourself first
but whats worse is i dont blame you
and im not buying an apology
not one thats not sober, and late a year or 3
and im not becoming who i thought id be
and maybe im blaming it on you, but maybe youre guilty
tight corners have held us in close
and we’ve traded off stories, and blankets, and clothes
but i dont think im anywhere near
forgiving a person i once held so dear
my sisters not a saint, oh no
but im not either
we came from a happy home we just werent happy with each other
and i know theres more to the scene
than just me being angry and you being mean
and its hard to get my words out right
it seems they only come out straight in the middle of the night
when im staring at an empty bed and wondering where youve been sent
and all of our untied ends
only tie us together with our secrets and regrets
and id be lying if i said i didnt love you
god i wish i knew if you really loved me too
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